Saturday, December 25, 2010

Chapter XIV: "Remembering"

Our beloved wanderer, Sun was born again on August 5th, 1986 A.D.

His name is Ramon Trif. In this age, it is very common to have a first and last name. Many times, even a middle name is given.

He was born in the country called Romania, which is part of the continental land mass known as Europe.
Born last and considered an unexpected late birth at his mother’s age of 43, he is the youngest sibling beside his two brothers and sister.

His mother, a pure voice, enjoyed a memorable career of singing during her years in Romania.
His father, an athlete for a number of years as a soccer player as well as a singer, bass guitar player and refined illustrator.

God, the new name given to The Light had guided his soul towards a family of talent and humbly rooted forth comings. They had a fine respect for life and its simplicity.

By the age of 9 months, Ramon travels with his family to America, the land of opportunity, as its moniker states.

At the age of 3 he picks up a crayon and begins his first drawing. He grows attached to this feeling of goodness that sprouts in his little heart. He states then and there to his mother,

"I will grow up to be an artist. I will keep drawing and drawing. I love it."
She smiles and nods in approval.

As Ramon grew up he witnessed and experienced common hardships every family might face on present day Earth. He passes the time with his unfathomed interest in cartoons, characters, action figures and heroes witnessed on television, books and other media.

At the age of 6, Ramon loses his father who would draw with him, due to a heart attack. He is exposed for the first time to death. He cries in mourning for the first time.

A few years later, he is witness to what Sun would call back then Earth’s current champion… a painter named Bob Ross.

A titan in terms of instant creation and maneuvering the elements. He was the cause for the widespread education of skill, application and love. Ramon gains his second role model in art, his father being the first.

Ramon goes through his experience of school. He makes friends.. they come and go. His body begins to ripen along with his mind. He is still not ready yet to remember, however. The trigger has not yet set off.

During high school Ramon falls in love for the first time… he refers to her as The Moon.

The reason being was that their love was one hidden in shadow due to racial and religious non-acceptance. This misunderstanding caused the two to love each other from afar. Their love was indeed like an eclipse. The Sun, bearing his light upon The Moon. The day came though when they had to set into the night.

Established at college, Ramon encounters a soon to be very familiar face and third role model in art,
Alex Mercado.

Ramon meets his second love relationship. He refers to her as The Sunflower. The two held a pure and free love. This was Sun's first open love relationship and the happiest he had ever been. He swore the two would belong together for the rest of their lives, but sadly they did not stay together. Sun was not strong enough to help guide the pain in her heart towards healing. This is his first encounter with guilt and denial. He thinks of her often, but is clouded and holds shame in his weakness of letting her go. 

The courses of life unfold more and more..  finding one's place career-wise, getting by financially, family, relationships, keeping up with passions in life, discovering yourself.. all that which Sun's people had gone through and continue to do so, hit him full force. What grieves Ramon the most is his observation of seeing people at their worst with their hurtful tendencies. He sadly sees that he too, is a part of it.

Ramon begins to reclaim an ancient conscience as he seeks guidance towards truth from a higher source… something within him begins to awaken. He decides to search an answer to his inquiry.

Ramon falls greatly in love with another woman shortly after his prior breakup. They are madly in love with each other. Though she is contained with fear from prior hurtful and misunderstood relationships, Ramon is determined to help heal her by exposing the pain within to confront and rid her of it. He fails in doing so and in return is greatly hurt. He is struck with an immense guilt of letting someone down. For the first time ever, Sun experiences failure. He is unable to help someone and along the way damages her more. Sun falls into deep pain and depression.

His dark trials begin.

After months of suffering and trauma Ramon remembers he is Sun and recalls his mission to help the people of Earth. After gaining perspective, he sees where he was in Heaven and where he is now. He begins to observe what light and dark truly is.

Sun knows what he must do now to complete his mission and keep his promise. He must complete the dark trials and execute the grandest vision seen yet to date upon this Earth. Through his many life times was he readying himself, waiting patiently.. all the while culminating the right energy to complete the next creation.

That little soul from long ago now ventures far from what he has known...  into the dark…  to find himself and recapture what is needed to bring the people of Earth back to themselves…  

... as well as himself.

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